Well, nothing exciting has happened in my life the past little while.
I came home from England. And now I feel strangely nostalgic for the time I spent there, even though I was so miserable.
I've decided that I'm going to go back next summer and tour around, maybe hit up Europe too. That means I need to get up of my big fat butt and apply to the sub list. Or you know, try and get a full time teaching job. I don't know if that'll happen though. I'll probably just try and substitute until next fall and then get a permanent job if I can. I might even try out of city, so that I have a better chance of landing one. A friend of mine said that if I wanted to get a job, apply to schools on reservations. But the closest ones are still a pretty far drive, and I'm scared of highways in the winter. We'll see.
Other than that, not too much new has happened.
Things in the friends department have been really strange too. People who I was super close to before I left just don't seem to be feeling me anymore... it's weird. It's like the moved on, and I'm still the same. I know that I was the one who left, and I in no way at all ever expected things to be exactly the same when I got back, but it's all so....weird :S. But, I'm glad that in most cases, it's like I never left. Slipping back in to those friendships went so smoothly. Why can't they all?
Oh well. I am so boring and I should stop pondering things that probably aren't that big. Plus, all my pondering just sounds like whining...I tend to overanalyze, and that just gets me into trouble...
EDIT: apparently it already has gotten me in to trouble.
Help me out here. I SUCK at friendships (remember the 3 year rule?). Apparently we feel the same way about each other. I'm terrified that you are nice to my face and complain about me to them when I'm gone.
I'm sorry.
I miss you too.
Fuck.
posted by Chelle at 11:31 PM
